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while im holding on, 

i hope you’re not setting me free, 
even though the relationship is gone,
is it wrong for me to believe…
believe that one day just maybe,
fate will bring you back to me? 

i know i should forget,
forget everything you said,
let the memories be a part of the past,
making us both move on at last
but its not easy, cant you see…
see that i still believe you are my destiny?

all those moments i had with you,
all those dreams of you&me,
it hurts to now know the truth,
that its all just a dream…
a dream of what USED TO BE.

but even though I cant have you now,
&even if fate is not on our side somehow…
i know you loved me, as i loved you
and i always will i promise you.,

&if only we could change how society thinks,
if only they didnt think our relationship was such a jinx,
i would hold on ,just as i did from the start..
but this time, i will never allow us to part.


 ( this poem is dedicated to my best friend , not that its for her from me..because that would be totally weird..haha no, this poem is about her&her first love :) )