I miss being a kid..

Those days where everything was so carefree..
when life was just a game you could play all day,
running around with your friends and laughing out loud..


when your imagination held the key to your happiness


when it took a simple hi and smile to gain a friend


when it only took just one sorry to forgive and be forgiven


when it took a simple hug to show you cared&kisses were something special , something only given to people who deserved it


when you could do anything silly and get away with it


when you wished you were the princess in the fairy tales your parents read to you


when people tried everything to make you laugh when you cried


when you could fall asleep on the couch and wake up in your room the next day


when the only thing that could hurt you was falling on the pavement or bumping your head on the wall


and lastly..


when I LOVE YOU's were real&you never doubted anyone who said it.

i just want to know why..

you love me, then you dont 

you hug me , then you wont

if you never wanted my heart

you could have said something from the start.

I look at you, you look away

I talk while you have nothing to say

From the way you treating me I think I know

That maybe its better to just let go

But when I try to give you up

You give me one last hug,

And it confuses me dont you see

That im wondering what’s real and what to believe?

Tell me if its reality or a dream

That there really is a you and me

And if there isnt please let me know

Because the silence is killing me so.

but even if you push me away,

ill still have that hope
that maybe someday,you would want me to stay.

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while im holding on, 

i hope you’re not setting me free, 
even though the relationship is gone,
is it wrong for me to believe…
believe that one day just maybe,
fate will bring you back to me? 

i know i should forget,
forget everything you said,
let the memories be a part of the past,
making us both move on at last
but its not easy, cant you see…
see that i still believe you are my destiny?

all those moments i had with you,
all those dreams of you&me,
it hurts to now know the truth,
that its all just a dream…
a dream of what USED TO BE.

but even though I cant have you now,
&even if fate is not on our side somehow…
i know you loved me, as i loved you
and i always will i promise you.,

&if only we could change how society thinks,
if only they didnt think our relationship was such a jinx,
i would hold on ,just as i did from the start..
but this time, i will never allow us to part.


 ( this poem is dedicated to my best friend , not that its for her from me..because that would be totally weird..haha no, this poem is about her&her first love :) )